Loving Taylor

The picture is of Taylor and Savannah last night on their first night home together.

Yesterday came with a mix of emotions...it was so exciting to go home. The RN's sent Taylor off with an amazing send off. The all came into her room and sang a "No More Chemo" song. It was very emotional. Leaving the hospital is hard for me....being there brings so much security. Anytime something at all happens with Taylor, we push the "call button" and the RN comes in and evaluates her. Now...being at home...I worry about the smallest things....the security of the hospital is gone. Also, leaving the hospital and not knowing if Taylor is in remission is so hard. She won't have her bone marrow aspiration for a couple of weeks. Her body is still recovering so they want to give her a little more time. Two weeks seems like years....not knowing if all the chemo "cured" her is excruciating. All we can do is pray....

She goes back to the clinic on Tuesday to make sure she doesn't need a transfusion. In the beginning, we will spend a good amount of time at the clinic. Until then, we are trying to get back into a groove at home. Taylor had a really bad night last night. She was awake the majority of the night. She hasn't slept with out mommy for so long it was really hard for her. I ended up taking her into the extra bedroom with me around midnight and we got a couple of hours of sleep....I am hoping each night brings more "normalcy".

I will post more later in the week or early next week. For now, I have so much to do. Unpacking from 7 months away is SOOOO much fun!!!!

Thank you all for your prayers.....please continue to pray for strength, guidance, and remission!!